I know I have posted today, but I need to vent a little and let a little cry and sigh come out. My daughter - who is expecting my second grandchild has receieved yet another day of bad news.

Her placentia is still to low for them to place the sling inside her cervix. The cervix is beginning to thin and we are right back to where we started a year ago with Lillie, (my grandaughter who only lived 1 hr 40 mintues). I just left her side and she is devasted.

What do you do? You hold them, tell them it will be fine, it's in God's hands, but; to watch your daughter suffer is heartening.

I sit here and wish I could take all this pain away from her, make it right and make all the bad go away.

You drive back to the office and you see mothers mistreating their children, hear on the news parents leaving their child in the car, and your thoughts, "All my daughter wants is one child, one child to love, care far and make that child her own."

She will see another specialist on Thursday and we go from there. With God's blessing and God's will, we will make it through this because, "What does not kill us, makes us stronger" or so they say.